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[03 Jan 2006|06:50pm] So much has happened recently. Stuff that probably should mean a great deal to me. November, December then 2006. It's a been shot after shot of stuff worth living for. Things I've thoroughly relished as well as survived. And so it pretty much came as a surprise to me that each time I set about penning it all down into this trusty journal, I just couldn't grasp the words. Maybe it simply isn't easy to take a verbal snapshot of my life at this point of time. Or maybe the heart just isn't ready to open. No matter how I push, there just isn't a way to get an answer out of myself. Everything has been significant, every fleeting breath. Significant because of irreversibility and intensity. Beyond that, I can't pinpoint any further. Yet this (this) still remains. About a half a week ago, I decided to let go of this journal. Partly because this journal, originally the breadcrumbs to my past, maintained (kinda) to clue myself in on where I've come from/gotten to, no longer serves it's purpose. For now at least, I'm pretty much lost at sea. Breadcrumbs my arse. And partly because I've forgotten how to simply let go, to live without feeling like I've lost a moment forever when I cannot steal a photograph or paragraph of it. This journal won't be much of a read, indefinitely. comment(s)

[23 Dec 2005|11:01am] Christmas has been insane so far, as expected. Thank God for the people who can put up with my kao-bei-kao-bu fashion of handling multi-tasking-induced stress. Thankyou so much, those of you who have been helping me with hotel bookings, sourcing for the party gifts and food! It's made juggling work and entertaining family guests much much more manageable... Thankyou yous alls. I hope all this effort's going to pay off, you guys had better have a good time at my party! That's enough semi-negativity in one entry. I actually have nothing to add to the festive spirit right now, so I'd just hold my bitchings till '06, then take it out on innocent babies. So... The birthday party! 7.00-9.00: Raffles The Plaza (Pls give your name at the concierge, they'll show you up to the party) 9.00-Late: Drinks at ink bar Dress code: Smart Casual Date: 25th Dec For those darlings flying off to Bangkok the next day, I've cancelled the connecting rooms in favor of a suite, out of pure vanity and selfishness. But you guys are still invited to stay. On the couch. Late check out has been confirmed. :) Love, Pat 1 comment(s)

[07 Dec 2005|05:45pm] my birthday's in 2 wks. fucking stressed. martha fucking stewart is a goddess. NAPKIN RINGS MOCK ME. FUCK YOU ALL. 4 comment(s)

[04 Dec 2005|08:03pm] [ mood | stupid ] [ music | Lindsay Lohan - I Want You To Want Me ] Long overdue once again, birthday photos. It's birthday season, it is. ( Robin and Musa's Birthdays ) In other news, Amanda got her Licsense. We're all hype. Not so hyped about the getting lost and getting home at 5 am though. But fuel guzzeling in fustration aside, we're all proud of our lastest mascot of roadrage. When down to take photos for the SMU Sapphires at the Standard Chartered Marathon today. We won best cheerleaders again! Awesome awesome. All plans to go to Thailand to build toilets has been cancelled, thanks to my inability organize number in my head. I thought we'd be departing yesterday, not tomorrow. Getting increasingly annoyed at myself (and my lack of time-sense). I'm beginning to hate this entry. 15 comment(s)

[26 Nov 2005|09:22pm] [ music | World At Large - Modest Mouse ] I'm in Hong Kong again. It was a last min thing. Today's Melvin's birthday party...pity I can't make it. :( Hope everyone has a good time. We're in birthday season by the way. Musa and Robin's birthday just passed... I've got a bunch of photos which I might upload later. Should really be concentrating on my exams right now, considering it starts on the 29th. (And I come back on the 28th). The past week has been one massive holdyourbreath herewego. It's good I suppose, maxing out every second of the day. My patience with people/things has been really being put to the test lately. I wish I could just fly home right now and drag one of you to zouk with me. I've always believed in keeping my issues to myself. Everyone should keep the hand they've been dealt to themselves. When it concerns no one else, it ought to be no body's burden but mine. Recently I've seen that when I'm in good company, I'm reminded that it's all worth it. My true friends are the ones who help me through more than they'll ever know. Hee, gay. *smother w/ harts* 6 comment(s)

reversi [21 Nov 2005|11:56am] [ mood | thank you ] [ music | ktone.fm - intllignt sndscapes ] It's probably something about the weather at this time of year. Fucks with everyone's moods. Of course, by everyone, I'm really just vitimizing certian-specific-fucks. Too many of my friends are going through more than they need to... not that it's their fault, most of them are on the recieving end of the hotfuss, not the procreational department. Pity really. At this time I thank God for my wonderful (dis)ability - to be totally out of sync with the season's vibes. It's not apathy, don't get me wrong. I'm just in the mood at all the wrong times. But it's just so good to at least be calm enough to be able to keep an eye on those you love, just in case they need anything. That's good. It sounds cheezy really, but I've not had my shit together for weeks, and it seems that I got coherent just in time. What would we ever do without friends to tide us over? Sure works in a beautiful way. 4 comment(s)

[11 Nov 2005|01:10am] [ mood | Amused-mused ] [ music | Late Night Alumni - Seemingly Sleepy ] I spent the whole of today typing up a business plan for my MGMT002 Technology and World Change module's finals assignment. It's about marketing an innovative technological product of your choice, preferably with value added from architechtural re-configuration. Really getting into the momentum of this one. This is awesome. Cause I almost never "get into ze momentum" of projects. Get into ze momentum. Mo-men-tum. Has a kinda ring to it... Anyways, my (scholar) groupmates were impressed (note: rare)and I didn't even need to use my mediocre design skillz to add fluff to distract readers from the content (note: rare x 10863829239TEHMAXXORS). I'm one happy-tipsy nerdling. Moving along now, with more incoherence... 1. Late Night Alumni turns me on like no other dance music. (Got to know about them when I chanced upon this journal: http://tranquility.xquisite.org/) 2. I am one unglam woman: My bathroom is becoming a fucking bar. I've got wine chilling in my basin every-other-frequent-now-and-then, I compulsively stock up on beer in my mini fridge and vodka (assorted flavours) sits next to my mouthwash. *Feigns self-pity* You know, I think it was destiny that early this term I got assigned a project that required me to study the history and development of beer and it's importance to mankind. Booze really is the reason we conquered the cockroaches as the dominant inhabitant of planet Earth. 3. Someone get me another damn slot of YSLs before I kill myself with pirated Thai shit. Pls? Okay, back to work! Econs project is best had with chardonnay! Bring it on hussum! 4 comment(s)

[11 Nov 2005|12:18am] [ mood | 1lazymofo ] [edit] okays, the new photos (all those below) are ready for download at: http://www.patpot.com/bushbash You'll see the new link at the top of the page. ________________________________________ Okay, updates updates! More photos. Taken from Amanda who probably ripped it off Char. ( Read more... ) The vid is out there. Check Amanda's/ Char's journal. I'm le tired. 1 comment(s)

BIG BAD BIRTHDAY BUSH BASH [08 Nov 2005|04:40pm] [ music | Venga Boys - Kiss (When the Sun Don't Shine) ] Apologies for the late arrival of photos from Amanda's Big Bad Bush Bash. I had better things to do, such as rolling around like a walrus, contemplating complete world domination, trying to understand why no one thinks i'm funny etc. etc. Anyways, the party was one handsome riot. Thanks for being such hot bitches everyone. We even had gatecrashers from MTV Whatever Things. But they were boring motherfuckers, just for the record. Also, they weren't hot. We were. You get the idea. Here's some of the photos, for the whole lot of them, click to: http://www.patpot.com/bushbash You can download them there too, all in one nifty zip file. kiss kiss (!!?!?!) Kiss Kiss. (!!?!!?!?!?!?!)   ( More love ahead, brace yourselves. ) 11 comment(s)

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